I Wanna be a Normal Teenager!
Have you ever felt that your life doesn't normal? Your life different from others?
Have you ever felt you dont recognize your own world? Was not needed at all?
Have you ever thought about run away from problems? Problems that didnt you do?
All of them are what I feel now. Where I hate my neighborhood, where I dont recognize my own world, where I feel that Im not 'me'.
I'm too naive to understand this complicated problem. Problem that even I dont know when it starts. Problem that have wasted my tears. Problem that has been settled for years, and dont know how many years again it will survives.
Im too young to accept the harsh reality that unthinkable so far. Even I can't tell anyone.
Im too young, and still confused to determine the choice to take side. For me, both of them are true. For me, they're my pride!
Im just a teenager who still has a million hopes and dreams. A beautiful dream. Hope that should be answered now.
But my dreams and my hopes were gone instantly overnight. Dissolved along with the tears of sorrow, tears of remorse.
Does it hurt? It hurts! Even just by looking at her eyes, I could cry uncontrollably. Her eyes still save a million of hope. The light from her eyes save a million pains, which even I can feel by just looking at her.
Then who should I blame? I know who I am, Im aware of the prohibitions of God. But when will this all end?
Im even jealous of the teenagers at the same age as me who live happily with no load.
With tears,
Lily :)
Hello everybodeeh, it's still me, Lily. oh no no, you can call me Lilo, or ehmm Pradipta. it's up to you. 
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