Why ?
I know, nobody's perfect. But you, almost close to perfect. I admire you. Even more than just admiration.I Love You.
I hide my feeling. I just wanna see you happy, though not with me.
Did you know, how it feels? It's painful, even I have to sacrifice my feeling.
I just want you to enjoy your choice. I'm sure, she's better than me. She's more beautiful, and talented. But I? I'm just a girl that isn't visible. I realize that.
I let you to chase her. And I decided to wait for you. Don't know how long, I'm still waiting for you faithfully.
I believe that someday you will realize who really loves you. That's what made me survive.
But it's slowly destroyed. I don't know what to do. Why? Why don't you ever noticed? Why do you fall in love again? Don't you feel my love?
Now, all my dreams about you dissapear. Thanks for the hurt that you gave to me :)
With smile,
Lily :)
Hello everybodeeh, it's still me, Lily. oh no no, you can call me Lilo, or ehmm Pradipta. it's up to you. 
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